i wish that i had

NEVER MET YOU

then there would be no need to impress you

no need to want you

no need for loving you.

no need for crying over you

no need for heartbreaks

no need for pain and tears

no need for crying myself to sleep

no need for acting like you care

no need for everything you've done to

make me feel like absolutely nothing.

but then,

I'M GLAD I DID MET YOU

cause you were the one

who always asked me if anything wrong

you were the one who loved me for me

the one who care when everyone else didn't

the one who listened

the one who stayed up late

just to talk about randomest shit ever

you were the one who i told secrets to

the one who taught me new things

the one who laugh at my bad jokes

the one who did things, just for me.

where are you?